tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80578103453328304052024-03-13T01:18:45.332-07:00The Submission, Training and Feminization of Sissy AmyI was directed to create this blog at the direction of Mistress Cindy. Mistress Cindy is very interested in using this media as a way to deepen my submission and accelerate my path to total sissification.Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.comBlogger23125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-71816054879950897632017-04-01T16:19:00.001-07:002017-04-01T16:19:50.534-07:00Next Meeting – How my Fetlife Profile pic came to be - Part I<div class="MsoNormal">
Sorry again for the 2 year delay. I plan on doing this one in two parts. <o:p></o:p></div>
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to take me to a proper salon to make me presentable. This was important because she wanted to take
me into the community. We were to meet
in Burlington, VT, at a hotel that she would be at. Burlington is located about 325 miles from my
house. The one caveat, however, is that
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtOpj7Qpf86l-o7fPxdKfXmkEjruzcZk8uwE-eiAXuwiJN2t6uMrpdM-jlVV2tRu0cw7YEZNInOANVLpBcbF4Gk-AFodnC4UXWu-UGoiA_ypLlNlolosegu4anwYT7ryKIR1ube6BwHCpH/s1600/PICT0009s.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtOpj7Qpf86l-o7fPxdKfXmkEjruzcZk8uwE-eiAXuwiJN2t6uMrpdM-jlVV2tRu0cw7YEZNInOANVLpBcbF4Gk-AFodnC4UXWu-UGoiA_ypLlNlolosegu4anwYT7ryKIR1ube6BwHCpH/s320/PICT0009s.JPG" width="118" /></a>I admit I was a little nervous at first. The only wig I had was a blonde wig. Frankly, I do not look good as a blonde. Plus, it was too
short. I took a number of picture to
send to Mistress Cindy, to see what she thought might be appropriate. In the end she picked a nice outfit that I might
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As I got in my car, with the seatbelt strapped across the
middle of my breasts, I headed off to VT.
Most of the travel was highway driving so no one probably saw or cared
about me. Would love to say some hot guy
was checking me out – but that was not the case. Eventually, however, I needed to get
gas. I had to get off the highway and
pull into a gas station. Doing that in
the dress, top and heels made me quite nervous (the one to the right below).
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night. There were cars crossing the
parking lot and I had to enter the hotel. I have to say that at that moment in time I was
clearly not passable. I was a bit
anxious as I went up to Mistress Cindy’s room.
I had gotten some odd looks. <o:p></o:p></div>
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When I arrived Mistress Cindy smiled. She thought I looked “cute” but I know what
she really thought. Immediately I had to
strip off my clothes and get into the tub.
She needed to shave my legs. They
were pretty hairy at the time. No
longer. She went up and down until every
hair was removed. I had rented a cabin
closer to Stowe as the salon was in Montpellier. So off I went while Mistress Cindy remained
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The following day Mistress Cindy came to the cabin and
brought breakfast. Then we headed off to
the mall to pick up some earrings, and a necklace. Also headed over to find a proper blouse and
skirt, so that we were prepared to meet Claire at TG North aka The Wig Goddess. I will update this shortly. I promise.<br />
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Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-26290853786673151812015-03-26T18:53:00.001-07:002015-03-26T18:53:47.532-07:00<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">The Next
Meeting – Impaled, Maid, Vet Wrap & Leather – Part III – Final</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Mistress Cindy had me sit on the bed. I had brought with me a dozen rolls of green
vet wrap. She had me extend my hand and
she began to wrap each of my fingers individually. For those that do not know, vet wrap is a
product that sticks to itself and is used for wrapping animal’s legs – such as
horses. It also rips very easily. So it was easy to wrap all ten digits individually. Next she placed a ball in my hand and wrapped
over that. She did the same with the
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With my hands useless, I stood up and she began to wrap my
arms. It is an easy process and does not
really need to be wrapped tight. Once
both arms were wrapped, I held my arms out at ninety degrees. This allowed Mistress Cindy to begin wrapping
my chest. She did this all the way down
to my hips. I sat back down on the bed
and she began wrapping my feet and legs in the sticky vet wrap. Once she got to the top of my thighs she
stopped. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Now she took a roll and wrapped it tightly around my little
clitty. Then she wrapped around behind
my balls. She then wrapped them in an X
shape pattern. Finally she stuck stuck
my clitty to my balls and wrapped it further.
Finally she used the stickiness to pull it back and wrap up and around
my cheeks until she had sealed it away.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Next she pulled out the industrial strength roll of plastic
wrap I had brought. She began again with
wrapping my hands and arms. Then she did
each leg. This time she was pulling things
tight with lots of layers. Several
layers were added to my torso, and finally she kept wrapping all the way down
to my ankles, sealing my legs together.
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out my leather bondage sleep sack on the bed.
So I was now all wrapped up except for my arms in many layers of vet
wrap and plastic wrap. Mistress Cindy
positioned me so that I could insert my legs into the base of the heavy leather
sack. She pulled the sack around me so I
was fully laying inside. Now I had to
slide my arms into pockets inside the leather sleepsack so that I would not be
able to move or release them. Next she
pulled the zipper all the way up to my neck. I was now tighly encased. But that was not enough. There was some heavy cord that could be used
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Next Mistress Cindy pulled my padded leather sensory deprivation hood
over me. She slipped it over my head and
pulled the laces tight. Three straps
that can be pulled quite tight were then secured. The hood has a ¼” grommet at the mouth and
nothing more to breathe. The padding on
the hood is so heavy and with the straps pulled there is no ability to see or
breathe through the nose. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Mistress Cindy was finally satisfied that I was properly
confined. With that she put her feet up
and read a book and watched a bit of TV.
I was sealed away in submissive bliss.
It felt so good to be sealed in the way that I was. At some point I tried to get some friction on
my genitals and tried to buck a little. It
was a hopeless task but felt a tiny bit good.
Mistress Cindy was laughing hysterically at my predicament. But she also was not happy and told me to stop
it. Only way I could know that was when
she swatted me there with a flogger. I couldn’t
feel much through all the layers but got the message. <o:p></o:p></div>
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She hopped up on the bed and enjoyed lying on top of my
prone body. Then she would hump me to
tease me further. I was left there for a
fantastic four hours. Mistress Cindy finally
removed my sensory deprivation hood, but nothing more. Now she climbs up toward my head. I see her lovely honey pot get just a few
inches from my face. She slowly lowers
herself toward my mouth but keeps teasing me.
Finally she lets me taste her. I
am in heaven. Mistress Cindy grinds
herself on my face and I can’t get enough.
She gets so wet and starts to shake.
She grinds harder, and has a mind blowing orgasm. She gets off me to clean herself up and I love
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Eventually I am released from all the layers
of leather, plastic wrap and vet wrap. This
meeting has concluded and we have stepped things up again.<o:p></o:p></div>
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A new meeting will be posted soon.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-19642628178497747082015-03-17T22:45:00.000-07:002015-03-18T09:39:15.464-07:00<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-size: 14.0pt; line-height: 107%;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">The Next
Meeting – Impaled, Maid, Vet Wrap & Leather – Part II</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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ballet boots. She had me get out all the
items I had brought. One of my first
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as possible. Next I slipped on a petticoat. The petticoat was white and very frilly and
flouncy. Next she added the maid
outfit. It was made with the petticoat
in mind and fit perfectly. Now I was
encased in pantyhose, a corset, a petticoat and a satin maid outfit. Mistress Cindy ordered me to sit in a wooden
chair. She pulled the ballet boots back
onto my feet and legs. Carefully she
made sure that my feet were once again <i>en
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Now she proceeded to use rope to secure me tightly to the
chair. My chest was first secured. Followed by my arms and hands. My wrists had rope around them then my arms
and wrists were secured to various points on the chair. My ankles were tied tightly to the legs of
the chair. Finally my waist was cemented
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Mistress Cindy stood back and looked at her handy work. Next she took a latex hood and placed it over
my head. This was to assure that I would
not be able to see whatever she planned on doing. She left me there to think for a little
bit. She probably went to freshen up and
relax after her trip. All I could do was
wait. Finally, I felt her presence. She was running her hands up my pantyhose
encased thighs. While I am not ticklish,
I find the action of a hand or legs or anything sliding across my legs or
thighs that are encased in nylon to be highly erotic. It is a very big erogenous turn on for
me. I was bucking and lurching as much
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She did this to me for more than an hour. She was taking such pleasure out of the
teasing and torment she was giving me.
She finally released me and had me wait on her as her maid. I prepared her bath for her and carefully
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One item that I had wanted to try was a pair of Mistress
pants. For those that may not know, they
are latex pants that fit on a woman with a hood attachment that fit on the
slave’s head. The slave’s head is then
tightly sealed to the Mistress’s honey pot.
There would not be a lot of air in such an arrangement, but that is not
the Mistress’s problem – is it? Try as
we might, however, the arrangement was just too small for us. Latex can be like that. Some day I really really want to experience
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Nevertheless, we were able to achieve other things since
Mistress Cindy was needy. When she was
properly sated, she said we had some other fun stuff that she wanted to
do. She asked me if I had all the
materials ready for the toughest situation we had ever done. I said that I had everything she requested. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Part III soon. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-22524609790181752942015-03-07T15:07:00.000-08:002015-03-07T15:07:31.623-08:00<div class="MsoNormal">
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For the next meeting we returned to a town we had previously
been to. Mistress Cindy had gotten much
more comfortable in her domination. I
arrived first at the hotel. I had built
a device out of PVC plumbing tubes to be a homemade impaler. It worked by attaching a dildo onto the top
of it. I drilled a series of holes in
the inner and outer portions of the tubes to allow a bolt to secure the device
at various heights, including much higher than me standing. I secured the device to a wooden base.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I knew approximately when Mistress Cindy said she would be
there, but I had no way of knowing for sure.
I quickly got undressed and slipped into some stockings and added some
ballet boots with 8” heels. I set up my
device in a closet [I had left an extra key at the front desk], added the dildo,
lubed it and inserted it inside me. Once
it was all the way in, I placed the bolt through the proper hole and turned the
nut. As we had still only met a few
times I did not take any further means to handcuff or otherwise tie
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All I could do now was stand there and wait. Mistress Cindy was indeed late as she had
been delayed. Eventually, I heard the
door open, and since I was looking away from the door toward the inside of the
closet, I was just hoping it was Mistress Cindy and not someone else. Mistress Cindy did not know I had made such a
device so when she came in she was shocked but pleased. ‘Well well well’ she said. She inspected the device and removed the
nut. Then she raised it two more holes
before re-securing it. I was already on tip toes and now I was really
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She left me there while she brought in her bags and
gear. After freshening herself up, she
returned to me and released the bolt.
The 6” dildo came out with a sucking sound. Mistress Cindy ordered me to get down on my
knees and kiss her boots. I immediately
dropped down and began worshiping those gorgeous boots. When she felt I had paid proper homage, I was
allowed to rise and head into the room.
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Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-56583480853853601842015-01-05T12:12:00.000-08:002015-01-05T12:15:35.236-08:00<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="color: #3d85c6; font-size: large;">Next Meeting – The Contract – Part 3</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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Before I conclude this meeting, I must tell you kind readers
that Mistress Cindy has been a bit upset with me on many levels. First, In particular, that I have been so
slow on this blog. I will face some
unknown consequence(s) if I do not step it up in the next few weeks so expect
several updates – guaranteed. Second,
Mistress Cindy has decided that she will be greatly expanding my sissification
in 2015. She feels that she has been too
lenient with me, and she intends to seriously expand my training. Anyone that follows her on Fetlife <a href="https://fetlife.com/users/815414">https://fetlife.com/users/815414</a>
will realize how serious she is, and she started right from the first stroke of midnight. Not sure if Mistress Cindy will want to weigh
in any further here.<o:p></o:p></div>
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After Mistress Cindy felt I had stewed enough, she released me from the
latex catsuit and sent me to the shower.
The hot water felt good on my shriveled skin. When I emerged from my shower, my new uniform
had been laid out. Sumptuous pantyhose,
5 inch heels, a white blouse and a latex hobble skirt. When fully zipped down, the hobble limits my progress
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoDwQPvioNoEz-Rctsw3yD9hphZzPV0Wi04qHx4jmrgt0m_vMoNkyVKpCLfVJIwn1QtOhnZCDkoWcZCvoOuiM4TMiEFwFzPF7urc5c6pc6CyWpaQ7oUegOtOsyRKxGFFpclhGuN3TBYfG9/s1600/PICT0001rs.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgoDwQPvioNoEz-Rctsw3yD9hphZzPV0Wi04qHx4jmrgt0m_vMoNkyVKpCLfVJIwn1QtOhnZCDkoWcZCvoOuiM4TMiEFwFzPF7urc5c6pc6CyWpaQ7oUegOtOsyRKxGFFpclhGuN3TBYfG9/s1600/PICT0001rs.JPG" height="320" width="129" /></a>I dressed and headed downstairs. There Mistress Cindy attached wrist cuffs and
a collar. Next she attached chains from
one wrist through my collar to the other wrist and locked the collar. This gave her the option to limit the
distance my hands could travel whenever she wanted. I was then sent off to prepare dinner. She tied the chains so I could only use my
hands to chest level, so it was a bit harder to prepare the meal, along with
the hobble.<o:p></o:p></div>
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After finishing our meal and a nice bottle of wine, I was
required to clean up while Mistress Cindy went to make some preparations. Finally she called me over. She told me to strip down to my Access Denied
Chastity belt. Then she had me sit down
while she attached ankle cuffs to each ankle.
She had me stand and place my arms behind my back. Then she drew my
leather armbinder up my arms until the hands were snug in the pocket. She quickly strapped them in as she worked to
lace-up the armbinder. Then straps were
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and lock a spreader bar between my ankles.
Despite the stress already, Mistress Cindy was not done. To the D-ring at the end of the armbinder she
attached and secured the end of a clothesline.
Now we had selected this location because there was a cross beam in the
house. This allowed her to toss the rope
over the cross beam, back through the D-Ring and place me in as strict a
strappado as she desired. Eventually she
tied it off, grabbed her glass of wine and sat down to relax and watch some television. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Finally, when she thought I had suffered enough, she
released the strappado, the armbinder and spreader bar. By now it was time for bed. We
went upstairs and she secured a leather, lockable hood that had only two small
nose holes onto my head. Then she began
wrapping me in plastic wrap to mummify me.
Once that was done she placed some towels between my knees and ankles to
prevent bones rubbing together. Then she
slipped under the warm covers and left me in sensory deprivation getting my warmth
from the plastic wrap. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<b>This is how I came to be owned by Mistress Cindy. </b><o:p></o:p></div>
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As I mentioned, expect a lot more content in the coming days
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My Fetlife
handle is <a href="https://fetlife.com/users/7429">https://fetlife.com/users/7429</a><o:p></o:p></div>
Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-59069027862257453412014-06-13T16:32:00.000-07:002014-06-13T16:32:06.902-07:00<div class="MsoNormal">
<span style="font-size: 16.0pt; line-height: 107%;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Next Meeting
– The Contract – Part 2</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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I will stop
apologizing for the long delay – life just happens. And believe me a lot has happened.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Anyway, I
was in my full body latex catsuit. She
placed some thigh cuffs on me and some wrist cuffs and locked my wrists to my
thighs. She enjoyed seeing me in such a
restrictive position. She told me with
the contract signed I could expect my limits to be pushed and expanded and I
should not expect any kindness or mercy except at her discretion. I should only think of ways to please her and
make her happy. I could expect to always
be in chastity in her presence, I will not be permitted to orgasm without permission,
and I can expect that she will not grant such permission. However, I will provide her with many
orgasms. She also said she would also
increase the amount of feminine attire I would be wearing under my clothing
during the day, as well as at night. <o:p></o:p></div>
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on my back she inserted a locking penis / phallus gag in my mouth, secured the
strap and locked it on. The gag has a
penis like object that is inserted into the mouth, and a long dildo / phallus
that extends many inches out from the gag.
Mistress removed her clothes, then slowly squatted over my face and slid
the phallus along her clit and slit. As
her juices started to flow she began slide the phallus inside her. <o:p></o:p></div>
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<o:p> </o:p>She started
to move up and down the length of the phallus and would purposely stop on the
down stroke to make sure she covered my face.
She would stay there while I enjoyed the smell of her amazing juices as
she covered my nose while my mouth was filled with a ‘penis.’ Indeed it would force the penis in
deeper. She would take her time, but as
her excitement started to build she was more focused on riding the phallus than
cutting off my air. It did not take long
before she was riding me hard. It was
heavenly! I could feel her orgasm start
to build, and it made her really start to pound my face riding the
phallus. She was past the point of no
return and now just needed to bring herself to completion. She was peaking, causing her to grind her
honey pot into my face as hard as she could without regard to my comfort. She was now experiencing a mind numbing
orgasm. Wave after wave of pleasure for
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I fought for
breath as she started to come down from her pleasure. She finally recovered enough to rise off my face
and let me gulp some air. Pussy juices
were all over my face and the phallus and I was deliriously inhaling them. She reached over and unlocked the gag and
removed it from my mouth. She turned it around and began to use the phallus end
on my mouth so that I could clean her juices off the dildo thoroughly. I was very appreciative. It was delicious. <o:p></o:p></div>
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I continued
to lie there, nice and warm in my heavy rubber catsuit, enjoying the pleasure I
had given Mistress and savoring all the smells and taste of her juices. Mistress
kept the room warm as she loves for me to be superheated in the catsuit. I know she wants to put me out in the hot sun
someday to fully bake. She walked over
to her bag and returned with something in her hand. She ordered me to open my mouth. As I did she inserted a funnel into my mouth
and proceeded to use duct tape to secure the funnel into position. I had a feeling I knew what was going to
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down and straddled my head. She warned
me that I better keep up with her, and better not spill any of her precious
nectar. She relaxed her body and made
sure that she positioned herself such to fully cover the funnel to assure that
all her fluids would flow into it and directly into me. It took her a minute, but finally I could
hear the sound of her golden nectar hitting the funnel and knew I better
prepare to consume it as fast as possible.
It was a trickle at first. I had
never experienced this before, but I knew it was an honor to be permitted to
provide this service. It certainly was a
unique taste. She started to let the
flow go harder. I had to start drinking
quickly to keep up. She must have been
holding it for a long time. I took in at
least a liter of her golden fluid. Once
all the nectar had drained into me she removed the duct tape and funnel. Then she lowered herself to my mouth and I began
to lick her clean. I was her toilet
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Once I had
her clean I could sense she was interested in more. So I was now working toward providing her
more pleasure. I began to lick, nibble
and suck her lips and nubbin. As she
became more excited she responded by rubbing herself up the full length of my
nose and face. She would lift herself as
if F’in my face. Then she would grind
into me. Without the use of my hands I could
only use my mouth and tongue to frantically get her juices flowing. Her grinding started to pay off and I could
feel her thighs start to quiver. I knew
it was now only a matter of time. I kept fighting for breath and licking and sucking. Juices were really starting to flow and she
rubbed them all over my face as if marking her territory. Finally, she squeezed my head in her knees
tightly as I heard a guttural moan of pleasure wash over her. My nose and mouth were plastered deep inside
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I was so filled with pride for the way I serviced
my Mistress. She stood up and walked out
of the room, leaving me there to stew in my catsuit in the warm room with her
juices all over my face and her nectar inside me. Still secured in my bondage. I was in heaven.<o:p></o:p></div>
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As always
comments appreciated.<o:p></o:p></div>
Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-16058664262024820662013-07-06T15:32:00.000-07:002013-07-06T15:47:10.596-07:00Next Meeting - The Contract - Part 1Again. Sorry for the very long delay. <br />
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Our next meeting had so much going on, that i have decided to break it into two parts.<br />
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It was quite awhile before we got together again. By this time we had conversed so much that we knew each other quite well. We knew just about everything about each other. We knew each other so well, that Mistress Cindy decided that the only way she would continue our conversations and meetings was to have a contract between us. She said she would create a contract and bring it to our next meeting. Immediately upon her arrival i would be handed the contract. i would have a chance to review the contract, and i could ask questions about the contract. However, if i did not sign the contract, the rendezvous would be over and i would never be able to contact Mistress Cindy again.<br />
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This was obviously a big step. I had no idea what the contract would outline, but regardless of what it said, i did not want to lose such an understanding and caring Mistress. <br />
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i nervously answered the door and welcomed Mistress Cindy in. She told me to be seated. She asked me if i was ready to review her contract. i said that i was. She pulled it from her portfolio and handed it to me. One page, a preamble, eleven points, two signature lines and the date and location <br />
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i began to read it carefully. Generally, these were the provisions:<br />
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<li>i will devote my mind and body to Mistress Cindy and obey Her without question,</li>
<li>i must always answer Her questions clearly and honestly,</li>
<li>my body is always available for Mistress Cindy to use, wherever, whenever and however,</li>
<li>i must undertake any training that Mistress Cindy directs without question,</li>
<li>should i displease Mistress Cindy in any way, i must submit to any punishment She deems necessary without question,</li>
<li>i must perform any task given me by Mistress Cindy to the best of my ability, and</li>
<li>i agree that by signing i am collared and owned by Mistress Cindy. Further, that she has the right to loan me out to any Mistress or Master of Her choosing and that i must obey them as i would Mistress Cindy.</li>
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i read it several times. After i looked up, Mistress Cindy asked if i had any questions. The contract seemed quite clear and concise. By signing the contract i would be agreeing to be Mistress Cindy's slave with no real rights, and many obligations. i told her that i had no questions.<br />
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She handed me a pen to sign, and i did right there on the spot. She then added Her signature. She took the signed contract and told me to head upstairs while she put the contract in a safe place. She now had my signature on a document that basically has me giving up all rights to Her.<br />
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We were staying in a lovely mountain home. It had two stories and was well appointed. There were neighbors but not too close by. In addition to several bedrooms it had some nice wooden beams downstairs that could be useful.<br />
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I headed upstairs and placed myself in a pillory that i had created. It was a bit crude, but effective. Mistress Cindy came upstairs and secured the padlock on the pillory trapping me. Then She went about organizing Her belongings in the house. She also surveyed the list of toys and clothing that She directed me to bring. <br />
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Finally she returned to the room. Upon releasing me, she ordered me into my custom made, full body, heavy guage latex catsuit. She wanted to have a little fun. We will explore that in part 2.<br />
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As always comments are appreciated.<br />
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<br />Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-30085052701681870212013-03-03T04:53:00.000-08:002013-03-03T04:53:27.539-08:00First Update in a Long Timei apologize for the long delay between posts. Like so many other bloggers, real life just gets in the way. This post will be a short update about a new bet and results..<br />
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i hope to continue with my history update soon as so many other interesting things have happened to add to the blog, but i can't get there until i finish the background. However, those interested in a glimpse to recent events can check out my Fetlife account, where some links have been posted to my profile.<br />
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OK. As to the bet in 2011. By winning, i not only avoided some very humiliating tasks, i was permitted a short period of time to place Mistress Cindy in bondage. The end result was tremendous pleasures for Her and frustration for me in chastity. Just as it should be.<br />
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Fast forward to 2012. It was time to propose a new bet and i was quite confident from my previous success. What is it they say? Pride comes before a downfall? Well it was looking good, but in the end my team lost. How bad could it be you ask? Well it all depends upon your point of view. The stakes were much higher this time. Much higher. No temporary embarrassment. Something a little more substantial and permanent. As my side of the bet, Mistress Cindy required that i take hormones to grow some sissy breasts. Yes, you heard me right. i agreed to take hormones to grow my breasts if i lost.<br />
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While we are very, very early in the process, there does appear to be something happening. i do not know how big and sensitive they will get before Mistress will be satisfied, but She keeps telling me She is hoping for a C-cup. i keep telling Her that is too big. She remains non-committal, but is absolutely giddy over the turn of events. She will NOT be satisfied with slight puffiness. She wants definitive results.<br />
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Hopefully i will be more regular with the updates and as always Mistress Cindy loves reader comments.<br />
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<br />Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-14010653371158432782011-09-26T06:48:00.000-07:002011-09-26T06:48:35.154-07:00The Bet & Results<div class="MsoNormal">My Mistress thanks you all for comments posted to the blog or sent directly to Her regarding the bet.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">She incorporated many of them into Her side of the bet.<span> </span>The bet included but not limited to me having to attend proper classes in makeup application, getting together with another sissy She would seek from this blog or fetlife, serving a group of dominant women completely, and if the score was a blowout – several other even scarier scenarios.<span> </span>I did accept the terms of the bet as She proposed it.<span> </span>The stakes were high, but I really had no choice.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">In the end, not only did Her team not secure a blowout, they lost.<span> </span>She was Very disappointed as you might imagine.<span> </span>She was so looking forward to my satisfying the bet terms.<span> </span>She has told me, however, that I should not feel comfortable and secure in my victory.<span> </span>She intends to compile perceived "infractions" of me displeasing Her over time and my punishment could be portions of the terms of the bet. So I am not out of the woods yet.<span> </span>As you can see She is very disappointed.<o:p></o:p></div>Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-86601363999123623332011-09-19T00:38:00.000-07:002011-09-19T00:38:20.765-07:00Time Sensitive Bet - Need Your InputMistress Cindy and i follow certain sports teams. Our teams play each other this weekend and we have agreed to bet on the outcome. We like to bet 'high stakes' so the loser experiences the lost bet.<br />
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Now i know i have not gotten very far in the story for you the readers to understand all that Mistress Cindy has been able to accomplish in Her feminization and training of me, but suffice it to say that the story will show that the pictures you have seen of me, have not been taken in the back yard, and She is not the most merciful person when it comes to correction or when She feels it is time to push my limits.<br />
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So here is where You come in dear readers. Mistress Cindy is so confident of Her team's abilities, that should my team win, i will be permitted a brief, opportunity to have my way with Her. Hopefully, the thought of that does not cloud my judgement in accepting the bet. i, of course, have confidence in my team. The question posed to you, is what should Mistress Cindy propose be my side of the bet? What should i have to do if i lose? <br />
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Please post suggestions in the comments section by Friday of this week, and see if any tickle Mistress Cindy's fancy to require me to use your suggestion.Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-12556022938382546482011-08-23T15:44:00.000-07:002011-08-23T15:44:36.224-07:00First Meeting<br />
<div class="MsoNormal">After a long delay on my part – sorry - we continue the adventures, which in current times are taking more and more interesting turns.<span> </span>But we will get to those all in due course.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Following our first email exchange, I was pleased to find that Mistress Cindy was interested in continuing our IM conversations.<span> </span>We conversed on many levels and soon found that we both were very interested in strict, unyielding bondage.<span> </span>Mummification was a particular favorite.<span> </span>Mistress Cindy even told me that she had used a hoist for suspension combined with strict bondage.<span> </span>I also learned that she was a fan of breathplay.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">As I mentioned before, I consider myself a good read of people.<span> </span>Mistress Cindy was very open and honest, and I think she sensed the same in me.<span> </span>At some point, we communicated by voice through IM.<span> </span>That worked fine for a bit, so we exchanged phone numbers.<span> </span>There was no mistake.<span> </span>Mistress Cindy was a straight shooter who said what she meant and meant what she said.<span> </span>Our primary communication however, was still IM.<span> </span>It gave us a chance to send over images to each other that we both found exciting.<span> </span>This gave us both good insights into each other’s psyche.<span> </span>We would look closely at the entire image to pick up other interests perhaps we had not told each other.<span> </span>One would not send an image if they did not like the whole cloth of the picture.<span> </span>There were so many other images one could send.<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">At some point Mistress Cindy noticed that some of my images had a cross-dressing or forced feminization theme.<span> </span>They also had some nice latex outfits.<span> </span>Mistress Cindy asked me about the CD / FF themes as to whether it was something that interested me.<span> </span>I, of course, said yes.<span> </span>She said she did not quite understand it, but had no problem with it.<span> </span>Latex she was very intrigued by.<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Following that conversation, I would sprinkle a bit more of the CD / FF theme into our conversations, and she would ask a few questions about it.<span> </span>Shortly thereafter, she mentioned that she had some other friends that she IM’d with and offered that they too had similar interests as me.<span> </span>She found it interesting that there were a lot of men having this interest.<span> </span>I suggested we both do a checklist and see what other interests we might have in common.<span> </span>We did and we had quite a compatible list.<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">While we enjoyed our conversation on IM and phone, we knew it was just a matter of time before we had to meet in person.<span> </span>So we set a date to meet at a hotel.<span> </span>Neither of us knew how this meeting would go, but we were not especially worried that one or the other was unstable.<span> </span>The meeting would take place during the day and Mistress Cindy was not staying over.<span> </span>I said I would bring my collection of clothing, toys and reading material.<span> </span>I would agree to lock myself into the stainless steel Access Denied chastity belt and turn over the keys to Mistress Cindy for safe keeping as soon as we met in the parking lot.<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqt9qH2ionHNB1o9PNyAjfC3JUki5FqCX0OiUnHnGw5b-3tB_zeda-k9io5K-jgfdrEnXP1UaZjLq5BMf59lbm5OLjNZDVnFm2JWejc-V0nb0uHv3cRwPb8Uj0YGU-5TanK1-QH9d_XWPL/s1600/IMAGE_124sm.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="142" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqt9qH2ionHNB1o9PNyAjfC3JUki5FqCX0OiUnHnGw5b-3tB_zeda-k9io5K-jgfdrEnXP1UaZjLq5BMf59lbm5OLjNZDVnFm2JWejc-V0nb0uHv3cRwPb8Uj0YGU-5TanK1-QH9d_XWPL/s320/IMAGE_124sm.jpg" width="320" /></a>The planning for the meeting was quite exciting.<span> </span>Neither of us knew what to expect, but we were both palpably counting the minutes to see what might develop from this.<span> </span>When the day arrived, I got to the hotel early enough to get the room and check out the surroundings.<span> </span>There were two bedrooms so I decided to lay out my latex outfits, leather goods and toys in one bedroom, and my collection of reading materials in the main part of the room.<span> </span>I then showered, placed my member in the steel chastity tube, pulled up the front plate of the belt forcing the tube into a downward position between my legs, secured the front plate to the belt with two hasp-inaccessible locks, dressed and sat down to wait for Mistress Cindy to arrive.<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">When she called, I went out into the parking lot to meet her.<span> </span>It was a safe first moment to meet.<span> </span>There she was.<span> </span>We asked each other’s names then leaned forward and kissed.<span> </span>It was an awkward first meeting as you might expect.<span> </span>I handed her the keys to my chastity belt and she smiled a wicked smile.<span> </span>I invited her into the room, and she walked in ahead of me.<span> </span><span> </span>A couple small pleasantries were exchanged and I showed her what was in the bedroom.<span> </span>She was quite surprised at all the items I had accumulated.<span> </span>She began to pick through a couple things and where necessary I explained what they were.<span> </span>I then led her back out into the main room and showed her all the magazines (Bondage Life, Centurians Catalogues, Slave Piercing, and Forced Womanhood, as well as some books like The Story of Gerda).<span> </span>She raised an eyebrow and said she was going to enjoy looking at these while I was safely put away. <o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">So I asked her what she would like to do.<span> </span>She asked me to sit there while she looked at what was available.<span> </span>While I waited excitedly, she went back to the bedroom.<span> </span>She rummaged around for a short while before coming out and telling me to go in a get into my heavy latex catsuit.<span> </span>I obeyed immediately.<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">This is not me, but same Armbinder except with laces.</td></tr>
</tbody></table><div class="MsoNormal">I went in and wrapped several layers of plastic wrap around the chastity belt so as to not have anything sharp damage the catsuit.<span> </span>With that done I talced up and slid on the suit.<span> </span>The suit was neck high with wrist length sleeves and full feet.<span> </span>I enjoy total enclosure and heat.<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I came out of the room to stand before my Mistress.<span> </span>She liked what she saw.<span> </span>She ran her hands over my latex covered body.<span> </span>She told me to go into the other bedroom and lie on the bed.<span> </span>Once there I waited for her to come in.<span> </span>She finally came in and asked me to turn my back to her.<span> </span>She ordered me to place my arms behind me.<span> </span>Then she pulled the leather armbinder up my arms.<span> </span>Once on, she began to tighten the laces and secure the straps.<span> </span>She told me to enjoy myself while she looked through my reading material.<span> </span>I was there for awhile. <o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">When she returned she said she was quite intrigued by my collection – especially the forced feminization magazines.<span> </span>Then after making sure I was fine – I was – she said it was time to make things more interesting.<span> </span>She went back to the other bedroom and selected some other items.<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">After releasing my arms from the armbinder, she had me help her with an inflatable hood.<span> </span>The hood has two layers of latex and requires a breathing tube for the mouth.<span> </span>I helped pull it on so that I was now completely covered in latex with the only opening being at the end of a foot long tube.<span> </span>She began to pump up the hood.<span> </span>She wanted me to feel significant pressure on my head.<span> </span>Unfortunately, most of the inflation resulted in the outer layer expanding.<span> </span>I suggested that she could use plastic wrap over the hood while it was deflated, then pump up the hood.<span> </span>She did this and it did increase the pressure.<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Next, she placed leather wrist cuffs around my wrists.<span> </span>A strap was secured at my elbows and pulled tight.<span> </span>Another strap was fed through the wrist cuffs and wrapped around my ankles. <span> </span>Mistress Cindy then pulled the strap through to pull my legs toward my hands. <span> </span>I was now in a nice hogtie, covered completely in latex, held tightly by straps, and breathing through a ¼” hole in my pressurized hood.<span> </span>I was in heaven.<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikJC5Am1u7Z54KU5OBUw2Q_eDAyS6Ips4tMb3QqZ92n4PeTTnEXblr23-bpDD4A-yvG9_j4TakMgmoUE9Lt4B8yP7q9MRwZe7PKrXKkH0pYB-8gEsRbo0gcZnK47BmQVrBv-IBwo4dW2JH/s1600/chas1sm.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="149" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikJC5Am1u7Z54KU5OBUw2Q_eDAyS6Ips4tMb3QqZ92n4PeTTnEXblr23-bpDD4A-yvG9_j4TakMgmoUE9Lt4B8yP7q9MRwZe7PKrXKkH0pYB-8gEsRbo0gcZnK47BmQVrBv-IBwo4dW2JH/s320/chas1sm.jpg" width="320" /></a><o:p> </o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">“Enjoy yourself.<span> </span>I have some research to do in the other room.”<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Mistress Cindy took some more pictures to chronicle my predicament, and left the room to read.<span> </span>She would check in on me from time to time to make sure I was ok, but otherwise was enjoying herself in the other room.<span> </span>I was indeed enjoying myself.<span> </span>I love the heat and sweat buildup in total latex.<span> </span>It adds to the experience.<span> </span>I was not secured to the bed in anyway so I had some range of motion.<span> </span>My legs were not secured to each other either except at the ankles, but I was loving every minute of it.<span> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Finally after some period of time, Mistress Cindy came over to release me.<span> </span>With the bondage off, I was ordered to the bathroom to strip and clean up.<span> </span>I did so and reported back to her.<span> </span>She tested the security of the chastity belt and smiled.<span> </span>She had me redress and said I could remove the chastity belt after I returned home.<span> </span>We talked for awhile and she said she had a wonderful time.<span> </span>She also added that she needed to further investigate these other dimensions she had found about me through her reading.<span> </span>I gave her a very nice kiss in the parking lot as she returned home while I went back to the room to clean up and pack.<span> </span>I was very satisfied.<span> </span>Frustrated, but satisfied.<span> </span>It was a wonderful meeting.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I would love any feedback or comments. Here or in Fetlife.</div>Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-44292317620483592272011-05-31T16:09:00.000-07:002011-05-31T16:09:53.729-07:00The Era of Mistress Cindy Begins<div class="MsoNoSpacing">Following the aborted party, the health issues of her master and some of her own, put a strain on their relationship.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I continued to be a sounding board as a friend, but she needed to spend more time working on her own relationship.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We conversed less as time went on.</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing">So I needed to find a new mistress. Searching through some Yahoo groups, I found someone who sounded interesting.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was in a mummification group and saw her as a member. I sent her a short IM.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I do not believe she was on at the time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> The n</span>ext time I was on, I saw that she had responded.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Then she appeared and I asked her if she cared to chat.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She did – but made an excuse that she had a cold, was on meds and could not be on for long.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing">Well we hit it off pretty well.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>By the end of the conversation we had discussed where we were from, our jobs, families and all kinds of fun interests.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I know all this because I saved the conversation.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We talked about mummification and bondage.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We named what kind of wrappings we preferred way back when and our favorite story and movie sites.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We hit is off quite well.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing">The conversation was solely about bondage and submission – nothing about CD or feminization.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I did not see any interest in that in her profile or her groups.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The closest we got to discussing that was when she asked what clothing or equipment I owned.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I mentioned I had a hobble skirt in this part of the conversation…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Mistress Cindy:</i> So, what articles (of clothing) do you have?<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Sissy Amy:</i> Catsuit, gloves, hood, inflatable gag, hobble skirt<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Mistress Cindy</i>: cool...just one question...<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Sissy Amy:</i> sure<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Mistress Cindy:</i> Is the skirt for you?<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Sissy Amy:</i> The latex skirt keeps legs together - can be for either sex.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>it's confining on the wearer.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Great to wrap one wearing it underneath<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Sissy Amy: </i>it is a hobble<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Mistress Cindy:</i> Cool, learn something new everyday...<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing">I replaced the yahoo names we had at the time for clarification, but that would not have been a clue when this conversation was originally held.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You can see she focused right in on the skirt.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I did not read her as hoping it was a skirt for me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She somewhat seemed relieved I might say.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Of course, look at her postings today. She ended up chatting with me for quite an extended period of time. So much for her cold.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNoSpacing"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNoSpacing">The next installment will show how the relationship evolved.<o:p></o:p></div>Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-10970307247044386672011-04-29T17:27:00.000-07:002011-04-29T17:27:27.156-07:00A Note from Sissy AmyI hope you all are enjoying the blog. A few of you have commented directly to the blog or to Mistress Cindy or me on Fetlife. We quite enjoy the comments and suggestions. Please continue to offer them, and where appropriate we will respond.<br />
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I also wanted to make sure that you are aware that I continue to update the entry "A Goal of Mistress Cindy" in the March 2011 folder. If you enjoy those videos be sure to check back for updates from time to time.<br />
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Hopefully, I will have a new blog entry very shortly. This next one begins my time with Mistress Cindy.Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-31303228559336374852011-04-22T16:56:00.000-07:002011-04-22T16:56:53.097-07:00A Little History – V<div class="MsoNormal"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 19px; line-height: 22px;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal">First I have to apologize to Mistress Cindy and you my readers and followers.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I should have posted my next installment much sooner. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My delay even caused Mistress Cindy to post her last comment. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Thank you all for your restraint in responding to Her appeal.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Hopefully she will simply forgive me.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">As I mentioned in the last posting, B was my Mistress, and we conversed on the phone and by IM quite frequently and for a long period of time.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>However, since she was a submissive herself, we had never met in person despite not living very far from each other.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She had recently moved to a new home and she and her master were planning on having a play party and house warming.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She asked me whether I would like to serve at the party.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">This was an amazing development.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was a dream come true.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgo3ZcChCjlEynL9PguzE2ehu1cMSVlinGBECbFTe2qi9zdWPm7-hJQNEVyuEYkPZG2PrxPOp6M8S3lMevSuwQ8D5K6w4TOIFLCZnFguEXpUf2Osuh0g-Y1j4RKh1B2yYqic8aQBR1zoUd0/s1600/mdlkside.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgo3ZcChCjlEynL9PguzE2ehu1cMSVlinGBECbFTe2qi9zdWPm7-hJQNEVyuEYkPZG2PrxPOp6M8S3lMevSuwQ8D5K6w4TOIFLCZnFguEXpUf2Osuh0g-Y1j4RKh1B2yYqic8aQBR1zoUd0/s400/mdlkside.JPG" width="162" /></a></div><div class="MsoNormal">B explained to me the terms of my service.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I would be plugged and secured in my steel chastity belt. I would be fully decked out in my satin French maid outfit, complete with petticoat.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I would be tightly corseted, in silk stockings and with a locking collar.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Black patent 6” heel shoes with pointy toes would be locked onto my feet.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I may have hobbles and / or chains on my ankles, wrists or elsewhere and I would be completely made up quite pretty.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I would be available to be used by the guests, but I would be able to establish what my limits were.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Following the end of my maid service at the end of the evening, I would be secured wth heavy locks inside a steel cage that B and her master owned until they decided to release me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I accepted her terms and began to plan and prepare for the evening which was about a month away.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As the time grew closer I became even more excited.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Finally my service was to begin the next evening.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I received an emergency call from B.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Her master had a very serious incident that required hospitalization.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She was an absolute wreck and would remain like that for weeks.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The party was obviously cancelled.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For more than a month afterward the doctors tried to evaluate his condition.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He was later to recover, but the party was not rescheduled.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I was very disappointed, but glad that his health issue was eventually resolved.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Again I apologized for the delay in posting. <o:p></o:p></div>Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-66230327965064414052011-04-14T16:21:00.001-07:002011-04-14T16:25:11.226-07:00A thought from Mistress CindyThank you all for checking out Amy's little blog here. We are now over 6000 views which is way beyond anything either of expected! Amy is very excited about it though she does pretend to be shy. That being said, I'm a little upset with Amy. She hasn't posted in a while (against my direct orders!). I realize that she is dealing with some personal issues and while I respect that, she DID say she was going to post. So my dear friends, I am looking for ideas of how I should punish Amy. You all will decide her fate. I am looking forward to reading what you offer up as suggestions! Regards, Mistress CindyMistress Cindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10026038294191838197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-73194527244926612452011-03-29T18:03:00.000-07:002011-03-29T19:10:54.906-07:00A little History – IV<div class="MsoNormal">Another wonderful product is Instant Messaging. When I first started exploring IM, I conversed with a number of interesting people. I would find them in particular Yahoo interest groups – primarily bondage related. As I mentioned before, IM oddly allows you to assess the other party much better than you think it would. And so it was that I found a very interesting woman. She was actually a sub to a master. She had a great deal of real life experience in a D/s relationship. Let’s call her “B”. <o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">B’s master was very skilled and they both were very involved with the D/s community. She experienced many different types of control from what she wore under clothing to how she would be restrained at home to how and when she had permission to do everyday functions. B knew I was a sub, and after a significant amount o chatting between us her master gave her permission to control me via IM. B also knew I liked feminine apparel. <o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">By now I had accumulated a bunch more toys. Handcuffs, fixed hinged handcuffs, wrist cuffs, ankle cuffs, several types of hoods, collars, nipple clamps, a crop, a leather armbinder, a spandex mummybag and much more. I enjoyed experimenting as much as I could with these items, although in an online fashion. While we were not in contact every day, we did converse quite frequently. I was required to wear panties every day and occasionally to wear pantyhose to the office under my business suit. At night I may have to place myself in some form of self-bondage, fill myself with some enema concoction or subject myself to some type of discipline (crop, nipple clamps etc.).<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpLBQY3eF3Zcwcs3dciLoQy5HOsBg9MNSwFA8t0jT4ZSZRnhSH5pgwaiSrSGdAWhRWet_Qfu5svX_lUFch7YPf9Z21dXt5O2OVOED5DLZ3zwg26NvOZSQ0Ifow8H05MZ7OMx3AwUgUPDhG/s1600/550361048_ad32874014.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="150" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpLBQY3eF3Zcwcs3dciLoQy5HOsBg9MNSwFA8t0jT4ZSZRnhSH5pgwaiSrSGdAWhRWet_Qfu5svX_lUFch7YPf9Z21dXt5O2OVOED5DLZ3zwg26NvOZSQ0Ifow8H05MZ7OMx3AwUgUPDhG/s200/550361048_ad32874014.jpg" width="200" /></a>I do have one funny story. One day in the office I was wearing pantyhose under my suit. Mid-day I was waiting outside my boss’ office (offices all had glass walls). For some reason my clothing felt a bit odd. I reached behind me (backside facing a colleague’s office) and felt a large tear in my suit pants. It was a large tear. Because I was wearing the pantyhose, I had not noticed the air flow that normally would have been obvious. The hole was so big I held the reports in my hand behind me covering the hole best I could and hurried back to my office. Fortunately, I had a light trench coat in my office. I put it on and quickly headed out of the office onto public transportation to get to a department store to buy some new pants. I returned to the office to change into them. I worried that I had been exposed for a long time and no one said anything. I assume no one noticed. I would have been so humiliated.<br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">The next segment will describe a proposal to meet and serve. Stay tuned.<o:p></o:p></div>Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-31385939172776404302011-03-19T12:11:00.000-07:002011-03-19T12:11:29.907-07:00A Little History – III<div class="MsoNormal">Living on the west coast made access easy to all things bondage and crossdress related it seemed.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I started to collect more bondage equipment.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I became aware of the wonderful characteristics of latex and would buy a few sissy items.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Panties, foundation garments, pantyhose and heels.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I still had no Mistress, but that did not stop me from accumulating items that turned me on.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>From Versatile Fashions I acquired a pretty satin maid’s dress with a multilayer petticoat.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>From Seattle I bought a full coverage heavy latex catsuit.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>And finally, I acquired a stainless steel Access Denied chastity belt with front and back covers.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This belt requires that the penis be placed into a steel tube, bent down, attached to the front plate and locked to the waist belt.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Once the lock is set, there is no access to any of your naughty bits and you present a fairly flat profile.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There is a back plate that also accommodates a plug that can also be locked on.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I assure you that anyone locked in this belt will do whatever the keyholder demands, if it is a condition of their release.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The back plug must be released periodically – for a short time at least – to allow bowel movements.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Otherwise, the belt can be worn indefinitely.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Another feature of this belt is that the wearer has no choice but to sit when using the bathroom.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">I added to my wardrobe with a sexy latex hobble skirt.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is heavy latex and goes from waist to ankles.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When the bottom zipper is drawn closed and you are in 5” or higher heels, there is only one way to walk – mincing steps.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have to admit I am a boot lover too.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>So I had to pick up some patent leather lace-up knee high boots with pointy toes.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Pointed toe shoes are the sexiest in my estimation.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Fashion isn’t comfortable, of course, but a Mistress would always take sexy over comfort.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I also invested in a 28” corset.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I made sure it had heavy boning and garters.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I figured that this would allow me to look like a tarty maid.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I also bought a pair of sexy patent leather 6” heels with straps.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This allowed me to place a small lock through the strap hole to lock them tightly on my feet.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They too had pointed toes.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">So how would all this look you might ask?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Well here are some images.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The quality of the shots is not great, but you get the idea.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span>The first is me in a full body stocking – I love these – with my chastity belt and 28” corset.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">The second is me in my maid uniform with petticoat, latex hobble skirt and knee high lace-up boots.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p>This last one is me in my maid uniform, petticoat, stockings, and locking 6” heels.</div><div class="MsoNormal"><o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I hope you enjoy these and would love to hear what you think.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I will be travelling to Florida for the next week visiting my father.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Hopefully I will check in to the blog and see some interesting comments – good or bad.<o:p></o:p></div>Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-64115578404165182932011-03-15T19:36:00.000-07:002011-03-15T19:36:33.114-07:00A Little History – II<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><br />
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One day in an adult bookstore I saw my first Centurians magazines and Devonshire Productions videos. Centurians had so many wonderful kinky products. Leather, restraints, cuffs and collars. It all looked so delicious. So I bought something from them. Probably some cuffs. More importantly, this put me on their mailing list. At the same time I picked up a Devonshire Productions (“DP”) video. They were fantastic. The bondage was superb, the positions were very strenuous – almost always posed in the same dungeon backdrop - and the models were gorgeous. Years ago men were really not featured in many bondage videos. I was soon on their mailing list as well.<div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj48yC9fbeLp9C0hLxhC1weA7oJNlz7DI0QpiyVPh4aiFQ2I7LxtsdGsn-FV9aNtvs-OlsI1xcJGPyOvdWUgC-VIU_rCdSRMohHv6VO6qXn6mQtFxiWjmDXddpD-0QVqftLmXaKCopSXWRg/s1600/tumblr_kv2ksvMuGd1qa2asbo1_500.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; display: inline !important; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj48yC9fbeLp9C0hLxhC1weA7oJNlz7DI0QpiyVPh4aiFQ2I7LxtsdGsn-FV9aNtvs-OlsI1xcJGPyOvdWUgC-VIU_rCdSRMohHv6VO6qXn6mQtFxiWjmDXddpD-0QVqftLmXaKCopSXWRg/s320/tumblr_kv2ksvMuGd1qa2asbo1_500.jpg" width="213" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0JRRMpkbur1ntmJsQOO1b2C6EmoVt6MfBzuKPsBoFkRHpIU4MkjC4qtALGOOjapy0rhgbQX6Va4pikPLBd3_oxdwm0q1lvK1T6kmvwlH-zR4ZMx_jwwpP-BN0nY-INhkGBl2qPQJRrEhP/s1600/DP-Posture_Collar.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0JRRMpkbur1ntmJsQOO1b2C6EmoVt6MfBzuKPsBoFkRHpIU4MkjC4qtALGOOjapy0rhgbQX6Va4pikPLBd3_oxdwm0q1lvK1T6kmvwlH-zR4ZMx_jwwpP-BN0nY-INhkGBl2qPQJRrEhP/s320/DP-Posture_Collar.jpg" width="153" /></a></div><div><br />
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As the magazine lists and annual sales came in from Centurians, I noticed that they had some Forced Feminization magazines. Mostly the slaves were forced to obey because their Mistress had placed them in chastity – one sold by Centurians – to make them obedient and compliant. Usually these Mistresses used some sort of forced feminization techniques to enhance their slave’s compliance. I began to wonder what it would be like if a woman pierced my nipples and penis and installed a frenum with breakoff screws or placed me on hormones in order to make me her sissified slave. At the same time all the DP vids I was watching were of women – always in very high heels and tight corsets - forced to endure strict bondage, usually secured standing in one place in what one would presumably be many hours. Many times in a strict armbinder and leather hood or tight mummification.<br />
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Here are two examples. Both just fantastic. The armbinders, the way the head is pulled back, and both are actually wearing ballet heels. I can imagine the pump gag is fully inflated against the hood, the corset is crushingly tight, and the collar is secured with a very heavy lock. Excellent use of straps for immobilization as well.<br />
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All these images started to jell and form my psyche. Bondage, femdom, femdom through forced feminization, chastity, lovely sexy models, suffering, pleasing a Mistress, humiliation, and physical changes beyond my control that would add to my submissiveness. I wanted to be one of the bondage models for DP. Subjected to chastity and feminization before being put on display in strict bondage for their videos. Or even one of the stories in the Centurion’s magazines. “Feminized Chastity Slave in Constant Bondage Becomes Sissy Maid to Mistress and her Friends” might have been the story header. It would be a story of complete and permanent transformation combined with a life of strict bondage, total servitude and obedience.</div><div><br />
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</div><div>I will close today’s post with some of those early images that formed who I am today. I will certainly post more in the future.</div><div><br />
First – This video cover is perhaps one of the most formative images for me. It is the cover jacket of a video of a woman who delivers her significant other to a castle where the Mistress is charged with transforming him through heavy doses of hormones, 24/7 strict bondage and obedience training over a period of six months. Although done in the 1970’s it is a fantastic video. I wished I was the transformed sissy being returned to her owner. The cover jacket was fantastic. Armbinder, dungeon, latex, nipple clamps, pump gag, chains, corset, sensory deprivation hood and posture collar.</div><div><br />
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</div><div>The next series were from the various “Forced Womanhood / Slave Piercing” genre distributed by Centurians.</div><div><div><br />
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Mistress Cindy loves the video and hopes someday soon I will be able to take something like this easily. Like a hot knife through butter. As you can see, Mistress Cindy has big goals for me!<br />
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She likes this one too!<br />
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</span>Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-74791395983798795052011-03-14T17:23:00.001-07:002011-03-14T17:41:46.218-07:00A little something from Mistress Cindy<span style="font-family:arial;"><em>I figured it was about time I introduced myself : I am Mistress Cindy - owner of sissy amy. I have instructed amy to create and maintain this blog for a number of reasons, a few of which she has already mentioned. My priority in regards to this blog is for amy to gain the confidence that I think she needs to further push herself to be a better sissy-slave. There are so many things that I hope we will get to experience in our future together and as you all will see, it has already been quite a long path.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>As amy has already noted, we met online almost 10 years ago through a mummification group. At the time I was trying to quell my own submissive tendencies. Needless to say, I was a reluctant Domme. Sexually I had always been submissive. My work environment has always been in male dominated fields and as such, I had no choice but to "grow balls" and be one of the boys in order to gain and maintain their respect. The pretty girl, bat your eyes and play coy does not work with a bunch of men.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>Never one to turn down an opportunity to try something new, when amy & I first met I will admit that I was overwhelmed, scared witless and didn't have a clue what to do. But somehow we managed and at some point I came to the realization that I actually enjoyed being the Dominant, being in control of the situation. A Domme is born! The rest, as they say, is history. I will let amy recount for you our trials and tribulations...they do make for an interesting tale.</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>I would like to ask our wonderful followers and readers to please feel free to make comments, ask questions and to make suggestions. We will try to answer them to the best of our abilities. This blog is just another chapter in our journey through life. </em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>Thank you all again for taking the time to read this blog. I am looking forward to hearing from some of you soon!</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em>Mistress Cindy</em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em></em></span><br /><span style="font-family:arial;"><em></em></span>Mistress Cindyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10026038294191838197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-22541126129841354372011-03-12T16:10:00.000-08:002011-03-12T16:10:08.101-08:00A Little History - I<div class="MsoNormal">I first met Mistress Cindy online over ten years ago.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We were both members of a yahoo group – but I do not remember which particular one.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Instant messaging is a wonderful thing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I IM’d Mistress Cindy and we began a conversation.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We were both quite interested in bondage and had experienced some amount of play with others.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Interestingly, we were both on the submissive side of the equation.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It was also clear from the beginning that we both preferred strict bondage.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Nothing bugged us both more than looking at images that would have the submissive in loose ties, escapable mummy wraps and comfortable situations.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>People – a single layer of plastic wrap over a torso is not really bondage.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Five layers of shrinkable pallet wrap with just a breathing tube totally covering the body, feet <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">en pointe</i>, hands balled – that is good for starters.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Uuummmm.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But I digress.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">I have always considered myself to be a pretty good judge of people.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am amazed how through IM it is almost easier to assess people than if they were standing right in front of you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>First physical clues are not there to deceive you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You get a much better sense of the person.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>IM allows you to determine idiots in a second, self indulged people in a minute, normal people over a conversation and truly intelligent, quality people over the course of several conversations.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Well it was very clear that Mistress Cindy fell into the last category.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We had wonderful conversations, exchanged pictures from the web, exchanged pictures of ourselves in bondage and carried on a wonderful online conversation.<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">As you might imagine, we discussed from time to time what we might do if we ever got together.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Right from the beginning, Mistress Cindy told me that if we ever got together, it would only be with Her as the dominant.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am sure part of that was intelligent, self protection on Her part, but She was also interested in exploring that side.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I certainly agreed that that would certainly be acceptable and appropriate.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I also told Her that I owned a stainless steel chastity belt that I would lock myself in while we were together and allow Her to control the keys.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This made Her very happy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I knew there was a big risk in doing that, as the belt is no CBx000 toy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>One’s entire package is inaccessible completely with some parts behind two layers of steel.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When locked the hasps are not accessible and the steel is very thick.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Without the keys, my only choice would be a locksmith – and that would be quite embarrassing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But I felt I knew Her well enough to allow that if we ever got together…<o:p></o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
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</o:p></div><div class="MsoNormal">If you are enjoying these posts or this blog, or even if you are not, please feel free to leave a comment here or drop a note to me or Mistress Cindy (especially if it is for Her eyes only).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We like to know if you find this journey interesting and learn of your thoughts and opinions.<o:p></o:p></div>Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-8542668248221000762011-03-12T12:27:00.000-08:002011-03-12T12:27:10.505-08:00First Picture Added<table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: left; margin-right: 1em; text-align: left;"><tbody>
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</tbody></table>Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8057810345332830405.post-50891365481828511972011-03-09T17:42:00.000-08:002011-03-09T17:42:37.845-08:00The Submission, Training and Feminization of Sissy Amy<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: large;">I was directed to create this blog at the direction of Mistress Cindy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Mistress Cindy is very interested in using this media as a way to deepen my submission and accelerate my path to total sissification.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I, of course, have no idea of all Her plans for this blog, other than I am certain that I will be expected to produce musings that will please Her greatly.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>In turn She will use it to push my limits as She has done from the beginning.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She has suggested that She wants a wide and active and participatory readership.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I am not sure this bodes well for me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She will post items as She desires.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: large;">To date, She has used bondage, feminization, exposure and humiliation to mold me into a pleasing sissy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She relishes my discomfort in my progress to being Her sissy slave.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But She has revealed to me that She has much more planned for me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She began this journey with me out of curiosity.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She has continued it with verve and abandon as She has very much come to love it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She has informed me that it is Her intention that I experience everything real women experience.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>From feeling pretty to feeling sexy to feeling vulnerable, ogled and being filled in every way possible.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She believes I must experience tastes and smells and sensations that generally only women experience if I am to become Her ideal sissy and to learn how to look and act desirable beyond words and to provide flawless service to Her and to all whom She directs.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: large;">Mistress loves to employ chastity upon me whenever possible.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She says sissies should be chaste and we will address this in future posts.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>When we are able to, Mistress Cindy is my keyholder and I am permitted release only with Her permission and never in Her presence.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Chastity makes me very pliable in Her control.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Frustration enhances Her control over me.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My desire to please Her soars with each passing day of denial.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Thoughts of disobedience evaporate.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Her pleasure is all I care about and focus on.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Whether it is from seeing me confined, tormented, teased, humiliated, or just a sight to behold with me dressed and made up to the nines or at Her complete and total service; She is easily aroused.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Time and again I must bring that arousal to completion, using only my hands (if I am able to), my mouth and my tongue.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: large;">The journey has just begun and this blog will be the instrument documenting and expanding my limits of sliding further into complete submission and feminization.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For my part I expect Mistress Cindy will look forward to any good counsel offered by the readership that She may wish to incorporate or involve in my complete emasculation and training for impeccable service.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I cannot now predict where this will go, but we have come a long way already.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Follow the journey of where we have come from and see or guide us to where we are going.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: x-large;">What to Expect</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"><span style="font-size: large;">So what can you expect in this blog?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Soon I will post some background information about how Mistress Cindy and Sissy Amy’s relationship developed and many of our adventures. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As I said, Mistress Cindy will control the content that gets posted.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>However, She has told me that the readership can expect me to post pictures of me in various <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">en femme</i> outfits – many of which I may not even currently own.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>From there I would expect I may also be posting videos of me in sexy ensembles or bondage or both. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Mistress Cindy enjoys placing me in strict bondage and extended chastity.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>My mental or physical comfort is of no concern to Her.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Indeed, quite the contrary.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She enjoys seeing me suffer both physically and through public humbling.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Moreover, She is aware of the positive benefits that constant and ever escalating training both mentally and physically in being the only surefire way to achieve Her goals for me – Total Sissification.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She demands it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Expect to see lots of leather and stainless steel, ballet and 6” heels, corsets, total mummification in fiberglass and many other methods of control She has used in Her training.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: Calibri; font-size: large;">In fact, Mistress Cindy has suggested that it would be ideal if I were to do some modeling for a photographer or film maker of which some of the content could be posted here.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Any remuneration, regardless of how nominal, would belong to Mistress Cindy.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This worries me for the incentive this creates.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Mistress Cindy seems interested in services that Her sissy could avail herself of the readership, whether in the application of flattering and sexy makeup, enrolling in a proper maid academy or being fitted for sexy corsets, clothes and heels.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Mistress Cindy loves all these ideas.</span></div>Sissy Amyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02965488559917154360noreply@blogger.com6