September 26, 2011

The Bet & Results

My Mistress thanks you all for comments posted to the blog or sent directly to Her regarding the bet.
 
She incorporated many of them into Her side of the bet.  The bet included but not limited to me having to attend proper classes in makeup application, getting together with another sissy She would seek from this blog or fetlife, serving a group of dominant women completely, and if the score was a blowout – several other even scarier scenarios.  I did accept the terms of the bet as She proposed it.  The stakes were high, but I really had no choice.

In the end, not only did Her team not secure a blowout, they lost.  She was Very disappointed as you might imagine.  She was so looking forward to my satisfying the bet terms.  She has told me, however, that I should not feel comfortable and secure in my victory.  She intends to compile perceived "infractions" of me displeasing Her over time and my punishment could be portions of the terms of the bet.  So I am not out of the woods yet.  As you can see She is very disappointed.

September 19, 2011

Time Sensitive Bet - Need Your Input

Mistress Cindy and i follow certain sports teams.  Our teams play each other this weekend and we have agreed to bet on the outcome.  We like to bet 'high stakes' so the loser experiences the lost bet.

Now i know i have not gotten very far in the story for you the readers to understand all that Mistress Cindy has been able to accomplish in Her feminization and training of me, but suffice it to say that the story will show that the pictures you have seen of me, have not been taken in the back yard, and She is not the most merciful person when it comes to correction or when She feels it is time to push my limits.

So here is where You come in dear readers.  Mistress Cindy is so confident of Her team's abilities, that should my team win, i will be permitted a brief, opportunity to have my way with Her.  Hopefully, the thought of that does not cloud my judgement in accepting the bet.  i, of course, have confidence in my team.  The question posed to you, is what should Mistress Cindy propose be my side of the bet?  What should i have to do if i lose?

Please post suggestions in the comments section by Friday of this week, and see if any tickle Mistress Cindy's fancy to require me to use your suggestion.

August 23, 2011

First Meeting


After a long delay on my part – sorry - we continue the adventures, which in current times are taking more and more interesting turns.  But we will get to those all in due course.

Following our first email exchange, I was pleased to find that Mistress Cindy was interested in continuing our IM conversations.  We conversed on many levels and soon found that we both were very interested in strict, unyielding bondage.  Mummification was a particular favorite.  Mistress Cindy even told me that she had used a hoist for suspension combined with strict bondage.  I also learned that she was a fan of breathplay.

As I mentioned before, I consider myself a good read of people.  Mistress Cindy was very open and honest, and I think she sensed the same in me.  At some point, we communicated by voice through IM.  That worked fine for a bit, so we exchanged phone numbers.  There was no mistake.  Mistress Cindy was a straight shooter who said what she meant and meant what she said.  Our primary communication however, was still IM.  It gave us a chance to send over images to each other that we both found exciting.  This gave us both good insights into each other’s psyche.  We would look closely at the entire image to pick up other interests perhaps we had not told each other.  One would not send an image if they did not like the whole cloth of the picture.  There were so many other images one could send. 

At some point Mistress Cindy noticed that some of my images had a cross-dressing or forced feminization theme.  They also had some nice latex outfits.  Mistress Cindy asked me about the CD / FF themes as to whether it was something that interested me.  I, of course, said yes.  She said she did not quite understand it, but had no problem with it.  Latex she was very intrigued by. 

Following that conversation, I would sprinkle a bit more of the CD / FF theme into our conversations, and she would ask a few questions about it.  Shortly thereafter, she mentioned that she had some other friends that she IM’d with and offered that they too had similar interests as me.  She found it interesting that there were a lot of men having this interest.  I suggested we both do a checklist and see what other interests we might have in common.  We did and we had quite a compatible list. 

While we enjoyed our conversation on IM and phone, we knew it was just a matter of time before we had to meet in person.  So we set a date to meet at a hotel.  Neither of us knew how this meeting would go, but we were not especially worried that one or the other was unstable.  The meeting would take place during the day and Mistress Cindy was not staying over.  I said I would bring my collection of clothing, toys and reading material.  I would agree to lock myself into the stainless steel Access Denied chastity belt and turn over the keys to Mistress Cindy for safe keeping as soon as we met in the parking lot. 


The planning for the meeting was quite exciting.  Neither of us knew what to expect, but we were both palpably counting the minutes to see what might develop from this.  When the day arrived, I got to the hotel early enough to get the room and check out the surroundings.  There were two bedrooms so I decided to lay out my latex outfits, leather goods and toys in one bedroom, and my collection of reading materials in the main part of the room.  I then showered, placed my member in the steel chastity tube, pulled up the front plate of the belt forcing the tube into a downward position between my legs, secured the front plate to the belt with two hasp-inaccessible locks, dressed and sat down to wait for Mistress Cindy to arrive. 

When she called, I went out into the parking lot to meet her.  It was a safe first moment to meet.  There she was.  We asked each other’s names then leaned forward and kissed.  It was an awkward first meeting as you might expect.  I handed her the keys to my chastity belt and she smiled a wicked smile.  I invited her into the room, and she walked in ahead of me.   A couple small pleasantries were exchanged and I showed her what was in the bedroom.  She was quite surprised at all the items I had accumulated.  She began to pick through a couple things and where necessary I explained what they were.  I then led her back out into the main room and showed her all the magazines (Bondage Life, Centurians Catalogues, Slave Piercing, and Forced Womanhood, as well as some books like The Story of Gerda).  She raised an eyebrow and said she was going to enjoy looking at these while I was safely put away.

So I asked her what she would like to do.  She asked me to sit there while she looked at what was available.  While I waited excitedly, she went back to the bedroom.  She rummaged around for a short while before coming out and telling me to go in a get into my heavy latex catsuit.  I obeyed immediately. 

This is not me, but same Armbinder except with laces.
I went in and wrapped several layers of plastic wrap around the chastity belt so as to not have anything sharp damage the catsuit.  With that done I talced up and slid on the suit.  The suit was neck high with wrist length sleeves and full feet.  I enjoy total enclosure and heat. 

I came out of the room to stand before my Mistress.  She liked what she saw.  She ran her hands over my latex covered body.  She told me to go into the other bedroom and lie on the bed.  Once there I waited for her to come in.  She finally came in and asked me to turn my back to her.  She ordered me to place my arms behind me.  Then she pulled the leather armbinder up my arms.  Once on, she began to tighten the laces and secure the straps.  She told me to enjoy myself while she looked through my reading material.  I was there for awhile.

When she returned she said she was quite intrigued by my collection – especially the forced feminization magazines.  Then after making sure I was fine – I was – she said it was time to make things more interesting.  She went back to the other bedroom and selected some other items. 

After releasing my arms from the armbinder, she had me help her with an inflatable hood.  The hood has two layers of latex and requires a breathing tube for the mouth.  I helped pull it on so that I was now completely covered in latex with the only opening being at the end of a foot long tube.  She began to pump up the hood.  She wanted me to feel significant pressure on my head.  Unfortunately, most of the inflation resulted in the outer layer expanding.  I suggested that she could use plastic wrap over the hood while it was deflated, then pump up the hood.  She did this and it did increase the pressure. 

Next, she placed leather wrist cuffs around my wrists.  A strap was secured at my elbows and pulled tight.  Another strap was fed through the wrist cuffs and wrapped around my ankles.  Mistress Cindy then pulled the strap through to pull my legs toward my hands.  I was now in a nice hogtie, covered completely in latex, held tightly by straps, and breathing through a ¼” hole in my pressurized hood.  I was in heaven. 
 
“Enjoy yourself.  I have some research to do in the other room.” 

Mistress Cindy took some more pictures to chronicle my predicament, and left the room to read.  She would check in on me from time to time to make sure I was ok, but otherwise was enjoying herself in the other room.  I was indeed enjoying myself.  I love the heat and sweat buildup in total latex.  It adds to the experience.  I was not secured to the bed in anyway so I had some range of motion.  My legs were not secured to each other either except at the ankles, but I was loving every minute of it. 

Finally after some period of time, Mistress Cindy came over to release me.  With the bondage off, I was ordered to the bathroom to strip and clean up.  I did so and reported back to her.  She tested the security of the chastity belt and smiled.  She had me redress and said I could remove the chastity belt after I returned home.  We talked for awhile and she said she had a wonderful time.  She also added that she needed to further investigate these other dimensions she had found about me through her reading.  I gave her a very nice kiss in the parking lot as she returned home while I went back to the room to clean up and pack.  I was very satisfied.  Frustrated, but satisfied.  It was a wonderful meeting.

I would love any feedback or comments.  Here or in Fetlife.

May 31, 2011

The Era of Mistress Cindy Begins

Following the aborted party, the health issues of her master and some of her own, put a strain on their relationship.  I continued to be a sounding board as a friend, but she needed to spend more time working on her own relationship.   We conversed less as time went on.

So I needed to find a new mistress.  Searching through some Yahoo groups, I found someone who sounded interesting.  I was in a mummification group and saw her as a member.  I sent her a short IM.  I do not believe she was on at the time.  The next time I was on, I saw that she had responded.  Then she appeared and I asked her if she cared to chat.  She did – but made an excuse that she had a cold, was on meds and could not be on for long. 

Well we hit it off pretty well.  By the end of the conversation we had discussed where we were from, our jobs, families and all kinds of fun interests.  I know all this because I saved the conversation.  We talked about mummification and bondage.  We named what kind of wrappings we preferred way back when and our favorite story and movie sites.  We hit is off quite well.

The conversation was solely about bondage and submission – nothing about CD or feminization.  I did not see any interest in that in her profile or her groups.  The closest we got to discussing that was when she asked what clothing or equipment I owned.  I mentioned I had a hobble skirt in this part of the conversation…

Mistress Cindy: So, what articles (of clothing) do you have?
Sissy Amy: Catsuit, gloves, hood, inflatable gag, hobble skirt
Mistress Cindy: cool...just one question...
Sissy Amy: sure
Mistress Cindy: Is the skirt for you?
Sissy Amy: The latex skirt keeps legs together - can be for either sex.  it's confining on the wearer.  Great to wrap one wearing it underneath
Sissy Amy: it is a hobble
Mistress Cindy: Cool, learn something new everyday...

I replaced the yahoo names we had at the time for clarification, but that would not have been a clue when this conversation was originally held.  You can see she focused right in on the skirt.  I did not read her as hoping it was a skirt for me.  She somewhat seemed relieved I might say.  Of course, look at her postings today.  She ended up chatting with me for quite an extended period of time.  So much for her cold.

The next installment will show how the relationship evolved.

April 29, 2011

A Note from Sissy Amy

I hope you all are enjoying the blog.  A few of you have commented directly to the blog or to Mistress Cindy or me on Fetlife.  We quite enjoy the comments and suggestions.  Please continue to offer them, and where appropriate we will respond.

I also wanted to make sure that you are aware that I continue to update the entry "A Goal of Mistress Cindy" in the March 2011 folder.  If you enjoy those videos be sure to check back for updates from time to time.

Hopefully, I will have a new blog entry very shortly.  This next one begins my time with Mistress Cindy.

April 22, 2011

A Little History – V


First I have to apologize to Mistress Cindy and you my readers and followers.  I should have posted my next installment much sooner.  My delay even caused Mistress Cindy to post her last comment.  Thank you all for your restraint in responding to Her appeal.  Hopefully she will simply forgive me.
As I mentioned in the last posting, B was my Mistress, and we conversed on the phone and by IM quite frequently and for a long period of time.  However, since she was a submissive herself, we had never met in person despite not living very far from each other.  She had recently moved to a new home and she and her master were planning on having a play party and house warming.  She asked me whether I would like to serve at the party.
 
This was an amazing development.  It was a dream come true. 

B explained to me the terms of my service.  I would be plugged and secured in my steel chastity belt. I would be fully decked out in my satin French maid outfit, complete with petticoat.  I would be tightly corseted, in silk stockings and with a locking collar.  Black patent 6” heel shoes with pointy toes would be locked onto my feet.  I may have hobbles and / or chains on my ankles, wrists or elsewhere and I would be completely made up quite pretty.  I would be available to be used by the guests, but I would be able to establish what my limits were.  Following the end of my maid service at the end of the evening, I would be secured wth heavy locks inside a steel cage that B and her master owned until they decided to release me. 

I accepted her terms and began to plan and prepare for the evening which was about a month away.  As the time grew closer I became even more excited.  Finally my service was to begin the next evening. 

I received an emergency call from B.  Her master had a very serious incident that required hospitalization.  She was an absolute wreck and would remain like that for weeks.  The party was obviously cancelled.  For more than a month afterward the doctors tried to evaluate his condition.  He was later to recover, but the party was not rescheduled.  I was very disappointed, but glad that his health issue was eventually resolved.

Again I apologized for the delay in posting. 

April 14, 2011

A thought from Mistress Cindy

Thank you all for checking out Amy's little blog here. We are now over 6000 views which is way beyond anything either of expected! Amy is very excited about it though she does pretend to be shy. That being said, I'm a little upset with Amy. She hasn't posted in a while (against my direct orders!). I realize that she is dealing with some personal issues and while I respect that, she DID say she was going to post. So my dear friends, I am looking for ideas of how I should punish Amy. You all will decide her fate. I am looking forward to reading what you offer up as suggestions! Regards, Mistress Cindy