A Little History – II

Before I go on, it may be better to go back a few years. A prequel if you will. My first interest in bondage came from reading old issues of “Penthouse Letters.” While the other common men’s magazines were interesting, I found I was really turned on more by the written word, and especially if it had a female domination aspect to it. The bondage seemed fantastic. Soon I realized that FemDom combined will some form of force feminization or humiliation was an even better combination.

One day in an adult bookstore I saw my first Centurians magazines and Devonshire Productions videos. Centurians had so many wonderful kinky products. Leather, restraints, cuffs and collars. It all looked so delicious. So I bought something from them. Probably some cuffs. More importantly, this put me on their mailing list. At the same time I picked up a Devonshire Productions (“DP”) video. They were fantastic. The bondage was superb, the positions were very strenuous – almost always posed in the same dungeon backdrop - and the models were gorgeous. Years ago men were really not featured in many bondage videos.  I was soon on their mailing list as well.

As the magazine lists and annual sales came in from Centurians, I noticed that they had some Forced Feminization magazines. Mostly the slaves were forced to obey because their Mistress had placed them in chastity – one sold by Centurians – to make them obedient and compliant. Usually these Mistresses used some sort of forced feminization techniques to enhance their slave’s compliance. I began to wonder what it would be like if a woman pierced my nipples and penis and installed a frenum with breakoff screws or placed me on hormones in order to make me her sissified slave. At the same time all the DP vids I was watching were of women – always in very high heels and tight corsets - forced to endure strict bondage, usually secured standing in one place in what one would presumably be many hours. Many times in a strict armbinder and leather hood or tight mummification.

Here are two examples. Both just fantastic. The armbinders, the way the head is pulled back, and both are actually wearing ballet heels. I can imagine the pump gag is fully inflated against the hood, the corset is crushingly tight, and the collar is secured with a very heavy lock. Excellent use of straps for immobilization as well.

All these images started to jell and form my psyche. Bondage, femdom, femdom through forced feminization, chastity, lovely sexy models, suffering, pleasing a Mistress, humiliation, and physical changes beyond my control that would add to my submissiveness. I wanted to be one of the bondage models for DP. Subjected to chastity and feminization before being put on display in strict bondage for their videos. Or even one of the stories in the Centurion’s magazines. “Feminized Chastity Slave in Constant Bondage Becomes Sissy Maid to Mistress and her Friends” might have been the story header. It would be a story of complete and permanent transformation combined with a life of strict bondage, total servitude and obedience.

I will close today’s post with some of those early images that formed who I am today. I will certainly post more in the future.

First – This video cover is perhaps one of the most formative images for me. It is the cover jacket of a video of a woman who delivers her significant other to a castle where the Mistress is charged with transforming him through heavy doses of hormones, 24/7 strict bondage and obedience training over a period of six months. Although done in the 1970’s it is a fantastic video. I wished I was the transformed sissy being returned to her owner. The cover jacket was fantastic. Armbinder, dungeon, latex, nipple clamps, pump gag, chains, corset, sensory deprivation hood and posture collar.

The next series were from the various “Forced Womanhood / Slave Piercing” genre distributed by Centurians.

 These images are stunning to me. The frenum chastities, the armbinders or ceiling chains, the nipple rings generally attached to chastities, strict corsets, ballet boots or very high heels, and the use of straps, gags, collars and locks give a sense of hopelessness of their situation. Further, each of these sissies appears that they have been or are likely to be in their current state of bondage and discomfort for a very long time. Possibly this is to build up their endurance for more strict training to follow or to keep a sissy out of the way while the Mistress enjoys some simple pleasures, visits with friends, possibly goes to work for the day, or heads to the comfort of her bed for the evening. Wherever she is, one can imagine that the Mistress will take great pleasure with the knowledge that her sissy is not getting into any mischief, and that she anxiously awaits her Mistress’s return – hopefully to release her from her predicament and not to add further torment. The Mistress, of course, has no reason to lessen a sissy’s suffering unless she is needed to perform some duty or service for the Mistress or her friends.

Any thoughts or comments?